sometimes i have a hard time being direct and saying what i really really mean.
so here goes an attempt.
to you. because you should know who you are. i'm really hurt by the newest development in our friendship in which you without talking to me or telling me why have sort of disappeared. i realize things have been sort of hairy lately - with my transition and with my dad being diagnosed with cancer and all - but i really needed your perspective and your support. i asked and you said that we're fine and that nothing has changed but i haven't heard from you in almost two weeks. thats really weird since we used to talk almost everyday. what i really think is that you're busy and you don't want to deal and that you have other things on your plate and blah blah blah. well great. fucking man up. tell me. don't just stop being my friend while i am struggling to keep it all in perspective... i can always handle the truth. friends don't lie to friends. friends aren't passive aggressive to friends.
just so you know... things are good. and even if they weren't i'd never let you know.
2 comments:
Sadly, this seems to be a common element between the two of us.
Real friends certainly shouldn't just drop off the face of the earth because of a reason they may feel is fucked up. At least be honest and tell me. It's just selfish otherwise.
I still love you.
Come home.
People should read this.
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